Friday, June 16, 2006
todays dad's 7th death anniversary. went for 6.45 am mass at st joseph bukit timah. of course, before that was the usual chonglet/chocolate family drama headed by mr luke chong.
*whine-ing* "you shaddap lah! dont disturb me! i wake up already lah! stop hitting me! you f***ing a**hole!!"
"ehi dont close the [bathroom] door yet! i need my pants."
"why u put your pants here! you dont use this bathroom! scram lah!"
my mom wasnt at home so she didnt hear the curse words. she went to get the car. renting by the way.
so yah. we went for mass. wanted to say prayers at the niche[sp?] but the columbarium[sp?] was closed.
we then went to toapayoh lorong 1 market to eat breakfast because mom had to send ness to school and if we had breakfast at bukti timah we would be caught in a jam. so yah. i had my usual porridge.
er... thats whats been happening so far anyways.
last 2 days or so, mts message thing for msn has been
GOSSIP: great minds discuss ideas, avaerage minds discuss events, poor minds discuss people.
which is true. and im quite comforted to know that i can be considered a great mind cuz i DO discuss ideas.. xD and all english teachers discuss events so theyre all average. hahax!! xD okay... the living room just became smaller... xD
well, i think ive been thinking less of mt. slightly. either that, or im too tired. he helped me with my homework yesterday.... his science is damn good. i asked him mainly cuz i wanted to and also, marianne wasnt really paying attention. of course i thanked him. i think he goes for evening mass everyday cuz hes always offline around that time. he asked me if i was online evryday. i probably irritate him. scratch that. i DO irritate him. plus, i HAve to stress again, hes friends are the other alter boys, namely gary, darren, and jasper. darrens not that bad, but the other two... ive had interactions with them, but im an idiot to them.
garys nice, funny. darrens quiet. jaspers weird, kind, and isnt as bad as he looks. mt, quite outgoing, smart, gentle, patient, and even if he dislikes someone, he wont "I HATE YOU" he'll be okay with you and be nice. so he probably hates me but wont say it.
last night i was so tired, i dont know if i thought or dreamt this. all the guys i like or will be liking will date ness and use me as a connection to her. i wouldnt mind it cuz i know im out of their league. so she'll date everyone and end up with mt somehow. she then breaks up with him after some time and hes crushed. first i dont know they broke up and once i do know, i comfort him by saying dont fret and i dont think shes his absolute number one. he doesnt seem conviced so i say in any case, time heals and if they are meant for each other, absense makes the heart grow fonder.
i'll try to remember to continue. i need to go to school.
Posted by Ce at 10:37 am